Where is the Passion?

I love track break! This has been such a lovely month off from work. I have taken full advantage of it thats for sure! I have been from Ohio to Cali. Seen a bunch of great concerts and enjoyed tons of time with tons of friends! Lovely!

So started P90X today with my friend...my legs are killing me! Why am I doin P90X Im sure your thinking...well 2 reasons really...1 to help my friend stay motivated and push her to do it, 2 I havn't been making myself run lately. I don't know why..I still love it, but I have just not been motivated at all. I have a 5K in less then a month..so I better start getting motivated.

And last thing...This guy keeps making out with me. Like passionately making out with me. Does it mean something? I feel like which is kinda bad to say but...there is more passion in kissing then having sex. (I know it depends on who each one of these things happens with) But I feel like people can hook up an think nothing of it..but I feel like making out or kissing someone has more feelings these days? Maybe its just me..

The Ending or The Begining

My friend from high school and I were talking tonight about all our friends that are starting to get engaged. His thoughts were "Being engaged is lame" Then continued to talk about how they then take up all their time with and then money. My response was that I thought it was lovely. Which is very true I do. He then said...Oh Alison you want to be in a relationship pretty bad.

This got me really thinking...1st off I am not that worried or wanting to be in a relationship. I enjoy my single life very much as I told my friend. I enjoy not having to worry about anyone else technically other then myself. I know that eventually (hopefully) I will find that someone. And then I will be thrilled to spend my time with them and or worry about them. I love how guys often say that engagment or marriage is "The End" but to most women they think of it as "The Begining". Why is that?